Kashi-kun

I haven't updated or uploaded anything in so long it's actually rather depressing. I'm working all the time and then when I'm not there is usually something getting in my way.

Friday was my birthday and I am now officially 18 not that it changes much. I've been working on stuff but it's not really much that anyone would want to look at since my old computer died and took all of my work with it including my serial code for Open Canvas *Cries*

I feel like shit. I've missed school all this week so far which is really starting to piss me off. Monday I couldnt' stop coughing long enough to walk or not piss myself because I coughed too hard(thankfully that's over). Then yesturday I went to the hospital to have surgery to get my wisdom teeth out. All the nurses and doctors were really nice. Thank fully they gave me a bottle of vicadine(spelling?) because it is so fucking painfull. And to top it all off I'm really shakey, exhausted, dizzy and the right side of my face has swollen to about the size of a grapefruit. I also am really really hungry because pudding and yogurt isn't really filling especially when you can't stick your tongue out past your lip or close and open your mouth any further then a centimeter. Ugh sometimes I think life hates me lol. Oh and can't forget I've run out of ice -_-;;;
I'm going to go try and eat some pudding now wml(write more later)

Lately I have been pretty much running off of coffee. I've been thinking alot about college and stuffs. I want to become a Veterinarian tech., first then go for a degree as a vet. All the classes I want to take are at U Maine which in truth surprised me that they had them. My dream job would be a vat at a clinic or Zoo. To own my own house with a couple acres  so I could have a small barn where I could have 1 or 2 horses maybe a couple chickens ( so I don't have to buy eggs) and a few dogs.Mainly the horses and dogs.
I have no idea how I'm going to pay for college I'm going to have to try scholarships loans, and grants. Because it's not like my family has any money to spare. There have been plenty of times where we haven't had heat or electricity. *sigh*
I've been yearning to do some traditional drawings but I can't seem to get them to look decent Grrr >_< It's making me mad *pouts*

(grr I want to insert a picture but I don't know how)

is..........URAHARA KISUKE!!!!! *squee* he's just so kawaiii!!!! My friend got me hooked on Bleach >_>....

-There is no vaccine against stupidity

-wouldn't you love to say this to someone, Wipe your mouth ther's still a tiny bit of bullshit around your lips

-I'm ready to listen...when you're ready to think

-Why don't you slip into something  more comfortable, like a coma :3

-Never got to bed angry...stay up and plot your revenge

-You really are as pretty a a picture, I'd liek to hang you



Lol I thought they were funny anyway